What Can I do

hUft,, wHat can I do??? yUp apa yang harus ke perbuat. semuanya seperti tidak perlu aku perjuangkan. biarkan dia menari-nari dalam gurat-gurat pikiranku. Aku tak pernah berfikir akan mendapatkan atau apalah..tak tau..hmm
sepertinya akan sia-sia belaka, entahlah. malam ini membuat perutku sakit. kemaren tenggorokan sekarang perut. apa siy ini???
Lagu lama q coba putar kembali The Corrs - What Can I do....
oWh dan baru ke sadari reff-nya seraya menyindir-nyindirku kembali. tapi itu kan kemaren-kemaren,, sekarang hatiku sudah mulai ku tata kembali untuk tidak pernah berucap "what can I do??"
Lagi-Lagi Si andrea menyayatku dengan suara merdunya,,

I haven't slept at all in days
it's been so long since we have talked
and i have been here many times
i just don't know what i'm doing wrong

What can i do to make you love me
what can i do to make you care
what can i say to make you feel this
what can i do to get you there

There's only so much i can take
and i just got to let it go
and who knows i might feel better
if i don't try and i don't hope

Chorus :
No more waiting, no more aching
no more fighting, no more trying

Maybe there's nothing more to say
and in a funny way i'm calm
because the power is not mine
i'm just going to let it fly

Astaga jadi teringat lagi...huh,, what can i do???
"WHAT CAN I DO TO MAKE YOU LOVE ME???"
entahlah sudah jangan ditanyakan lagi,, dan tak ada jawaban....